Story of Sin

Learn from your own, history Your the author, of ya story Paving a path, to glory Making my sins, auditory Starting trapping when I was 17 King of the cloud I was moving the green Snorting the Addy like it was protein Now the addiction angel is all over me My brain struggling to create dopamine Changing the waves of my brain chemistry Praying to God but he cannot save me, He helped me the same way as Penelope Leaving me in the street, pave the way to the beat So I walk down the path and it's Henny I skeet At the time I can' t see, the verses inside me Went through the system thinking "I am Lucky" I got off early, 4 months of probation The trap was calling there was a temptation I went back to trap, and thought it was salvation But that story ended in incarceration Incarceration destined for that life Behind your back you'll always find a knife But its addicting, all the adrenaline Chasing the Benjamin's, it's a story of sin I been through two times, so let me begin Breaking down my wall, 89' Berlin But I didn't break bad, I did not use ricin The story of sin, caused my addiction Caught with 40 grams, my nigga God damn Facing two felonies, a hell of a jam But I felt Gods hand, and I didn't know it He had a plan, and he saw fit to it For an atheist who couldn't get a kiss The addiction angel covered in the mist, God was helping me, to hope I dismiss But in that trap life, I would reminisce Learn from your own, history Your the author, of ya story Paving a path, to glory Making my sins, auditory Call it a relapse, back to the game Looking back at it it's bringing me shame No one to blame, except my own name God was struggling to show me the way Cause I would not listen, but he would stay So how can I say that Jesus walked away God put me through pain, to show me the way I didn't understand, but I thank him today I got hit a lick with a gun to the face, stole my car Wallet, hoodie, and even phone case After that night I was left in disgrace, almost ended my life Lady of Death I embrace But you can't erase with the slit of the wrist The sins of your life they will always exist Suicidal thoughts that I would resist Now I'm rappin' the thoughts, that's a hell of a twist Wanted to be six feet under, then Henny woke up from slumber So now I just sit here and wonder, maybe I was destined to be a rapper A trapper to rapper a hell of a chapter This is my happily ever after A kid seeing ghosts, and I was like Caspar I'm no longer dead inside, pain turn to laughter I am thanking God everyday, gave me three chances what to say So it's a gospel that I spray, I'm seeing clear in Versace I changed my path, now I see stars That's why my lyrics on Mars I do not care for foreign cars Rewrite the Bible into bars Learn from your own, history Your the author, of ya story Paving a path, to glory Making my sins, auditory I'm not here to disrespect, the game for me my soul reject I'm not a hard nigga, I'm an intellect Didn't grow up in the projects That's not a flex, I'm just direct Only the truth when I reflect Put thoughts to words, and words to lyrics, I'm feelin' I'm in the Matrix Man this EP Therapy, emotions free, Maturity I killed my security, like the white man and Cherokees I set my emotions free 1865 Slavery Niggas will call me pussy, it's too bad that I'm Gods MC Learn from your own, history Your the author, of ya story