Too Many Trials

Me and my grandmamas fell out, granddaddies gone Too many rolling stones missing to build a happy home So many trials I need a lawyer, represent my trouble Too many problems, no way to solve em, they create my struggle Too many nights we had nothing but another day You know anybody could lend a hand then send them folks our way Refrigerator empty, bills due with no way to pay Poke your lips out and grit your teeth, man that's what we ate Struggle ain't for everybody, some niggas fold Some been in it since birth and they still gettin old Some people won't ever see the light, some live in the glow Some niggas say how to live your life ain't did before Too many hypocrites, I reminisce bout people I love So many niggas sick up in their mind from murder and drugs Too many memories, I'm wishing we could blank out the pain And keep these evil things I'm thinking everyday out my brain So much I'm traumatized Niggas violated me now I wanna see mamas cry Hashtags, R.I.P. shirts, nigga it's time to die Let llamas fly and lay em down to sleep He gon be countin sheep Too many bullets not enough pullers, niggas out here weak Too many pistols, too many issues Too many niggas fiend'n be itchin to get you Choose a side niggas die tryna live in the middle I keep that lead and draw down, don't get hit with the pencil Been through too many trials Just tryna survive Play the field with that steel thanking God I'm alive Cross my heart and hope to die Nigga look in my eyes Too many broken promises Folks be deceitful and lie Been through too many trials Im just tryna survive Play the field with my steel thanking God I'm alive Cross my heart and hope to die Bitch look me in my eyes Too many broken promises Folks be deceitful and lie