Pinky Promise

I want to tell you All of the things that you wish I would Cause I don't say them Half as much as I should But the more I try to Change myself the more it seems That you are drifting Further and further away from me You don't laugh The way you used to on the phone When you hang up I will be entirely alone It'll hit me Like a ton of bricks as I lie awake Eyes wide open Scrutinize every mistake I've ever made Protect yourself before you protect me I'll understand if you need a little space to breathe I'm terrified but don't let that influence your decision to leave Just Leave All these pipe dreams Broken promises and lies Cloud my judgement The majority of the time And when I'm lucid I am still a slave to you I'll do anything You so much as ask me to Just ask me to Protect yourself before you protect me I'll understand if you need a little space to breathe I'm terrified but don't let that influence your decision to leave Don't sugar coat this for me Don't sugar coat this for me Don't sugar coat this for me