Never Mine

Don't say things changed cause through my eyes it's all the same you're telling me it's rearranged you know I've tried to keep up with your speeding pace tried to give you breathing space in my head nothing's dead you're still here in my bed I still fear so many things I'm supposed to let it go let it grow let those fears guide you home may those nightmares guide you home will we ever change? I left my heart out on a plate for you to see it bleeding trying to estrange me from the promises you couldn't make I swear I'll be your best mistake what have you done to us? what have we done? what have I done? in my head nothing's dead you're still here in my bed am I just a memory? a ghost that haunts you? light a match the fire grows the photographs that bind you close burn like candles guide me home will we ever change? I left my heart out on a plate for you to see it bleeding trying to estrange myself from the promises you couldn't make I swear I'll be your best mistake I know we'll be we'll be just fine I'll draw those lines the color of your eyes and when the paint the paint goes dry i'll know you've left cause you were never mine.