Lesson Learned

I can't believe it didn't matter What I said, anymore Would you believe me If I told you I tried I don't see the rhyme or reason To keep up this facade When it's so obvious You never really cared But I'm not saying I'm without fault But I shouldn't be solely to blame I'd just like some introspection A look into how you treated me Judge my every move and thought process To cover up your infidelity I tried You can't say I didn't try I tried You can't say I didn't try But if I'm being honest It's not all your fault We could share the blame For what went wrong But it's unlikely you will Learn from your mistakes But I'm just sorry I caused so much pain There I go again Taking credit for the times You forced me out the door Confused to come back in I'm standing on your steps I'm sitting in my car Asking God what was it I did wrong I never had the strength To end it on my terms Let this be a lesson I have learned