Further Out

Tracing the path to back to Myka F*ck it, imma look at the stars I'm feeling really far Splayed out on blacktop Sensory perception like a constant tick I'm on par with those wandering fucks India Durango moving, sloping that rise over run Oh f*ck, chasing after it's really hard Hopefully ya chin ain't down there Living blue, why? Bitches won't f*ck Evers go far Should've been more (When we grew up for the chute Why'd you say there's nothing to do?) And I feel kinda crazy How now I gotta take the lead Moved out at 20 And not in one sense am I feeling free And nobody really feeling me Can't talk to bitches cuz My main one start hissing at me Can't stick to a fitness regime I'm lacking the strength that my momma gon' need Already stuck processing deeds that I can't give up and can't drown with weed Can't accept who I am Can't remember the dream I don't know where I'm from Dawg, I saw my family leave Poppa locked up twice Never had the chance to say bye to me Now he clocking out fights Left and right hoping That'll get a hi from me I been lost in altered heights Still hoping to get a high from weed The summer solstice is slowly closing But the trap still going And folks revolting all around me Only fucking with the sound beats Production so astounding Up late on the daily Liquor be my diet, G Fucking all inside of me Sucking out the pride of me Something 'bout dishonesty It's fun to see you cry for me And the lies don't even bother me As long as I'm who's happy See, I'm selfish Shit, I acknowledge it My sis wouldn't be proud of it I missed on the rerouting thing Cuz lately I been out of it Thought about an out But that wouldn't rebound a thing I need a truth that I can focus on Hopeless and woke Honey I need you to know this song Funny you won't leave yet We been broke from the start (That's dumb, dumb, dumb! Very dumb Very, very dumb Jesus Christ that's)