Space Odyssey

Aberrant behavior I'm barely human I stare in the faces of barracudas Despair and ruin Fairly fluent Inhale the fumes and I take a deep breath I deflect these demons I reflect on weekends that we spent Just skating I frequently feel the guilt I can't escape it I can't erase the regret I'd kill to still Have the days that passed us by The pastor tried to save me Pass the light and take me Higher and higher Higher and A space odyssey Need to rewire Why are we so out of reach No apology could possibly reinvent Quality time we had spent Before that Sunday service Now your below the surface Flowers don't pluck out their own petals I'm more than certain That there's a version of you That's enlightening me But it's frightening to think Of a future without you But I'ma keep fighting and climbing Higher and higher Higher and higher Higher and higher Higher Higher Higher