Gray Sunrise

Is it the lack of air I’m breathing Is it my heart that won’t stop, bleeding Can I still go on believin’ That it’s not myself, I’m deceivin’ It’s not myself, I keep repeating It’s not myself, I keep repeating I’ve got to find a way around this Barricade of faded dreams I’ve dismissed Close my eyes Gray sunrise Light draws mirrors of a darker twist They’re made of shade, and trapped right in the midst of Time unwound Further drowned Downward bound And now I find myself awoken the truth caught in my throat, I’m chokin’ Lies are raining down, I’m soakin’ Words echo louder when unspoken The record skips, it’s broken I always slip, I’m broken I’ve got to find a way around this Barricade of faded dreams I’ve dismissed Close my eyes Gray sunrise Light draws mirrors of a darker twist They’re made of shade, and trapped right in the midst of Time unwound Further drowned Downward bound Always left behind Clouded skies block out my peace of mind And choice has been defied At its mercy, I’m pulled by the tide And I’ve survived By holding on to the hope that resides Inside, I’ll find My heart is stronger, I won’t be denied