Eternally Bummed

Thinking about the time that we shared There were probably a number of signs I'm glad to say that I even dared I'm happy that we gave it a try You took the time to figure me out I guess I'll never understand why I know I'm always thinking too hard And maybe it'll work itself out Sometimes it's hard to open my heart So how'd you find the crack in my shell? You took the time to pick me back up And now you got me falling apart I just don't know what I should do I know it's not realistic to tuck away the things that I feel for you And lately, they've been piling up I just don't know what I should do I know it's not realistic to brush away the thought of me loving you Until then I'm eternally bummed Now that it's all up in the air Maybe I can finally say Although I don't think you really care I'm glad to see you go your own way Floating like a leaf on a pond You can't get stuck on one little wave I just don't know what I should do I know it's not realistic to tuck away the things that I feel for you And lately, they've been piling up I just don't know what I should do I know it's not realistic to brush away the thought of me loving you Until then I'm eternally bummed