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When I was ten I never really had friends Mostly just bullies but I ain't even know the difference I guess that's why it took me Forged my moms sig on my report cards, I'm so smart Rocking Fubu thinking I'm so hard in courtyards Tryna be fresh Picking them pockets like tryna be Cooper Slyest in class clown shit Out passed sun down, shit Looks like I'm sleeping hungry Daddy don't play Thought it was funny till he put that belt in front of my face Lacerations common place if there's a face to save And fake smiles to serve at Sunday service, shit Can't spill the beans this early My dad, he's still alive If he hears this song he'd probably light me up with Bible verses I can't complain tho My life it really changed tho Extension chords, spoons and sandals Belts and ladles That's when the rain goes soft A preacher in the pulpit saying I'm so lost I need to close off my conscience, like Seven day swing sets mark my progress Leave a little bruise and have a story to tell I guess I never met a sunrise At least I know I meaning of a healthy contest I think I don't know What healthy means I Don't know What love feels like There's no meaning to life, it's all relative I got a lot of love and respect for my relatives No I never smoked it but yes, I might sell a bit If you been single too long then say you're celibate And you can copy that like Kinkos I drew on kids and that's some shit my sis don't need know Like how we used to pack in the Chevys just for tacos Late at night right after my prom, that was a Tahoe Her life flashed before my eyes thinking she might go I guess that's what I get for tryna creep with my eyes closed We wear all white to our funerals, it's life tho The celebration don't stop til I'm back with little Todd And father figures held a knife to my throat That's some shit I've never seen before Strolling down to Orange late for churches My gramma gone be on one if they burn it I bet I'd be locked if I went with Earnest Live my life in earnest If the grave is the furthest I get Seven day swing sets mark my progress Leave a little bruise and have a story to tell I guess I never met a sunrise At least I know I meaning of a healthy contest I think I don't know What healthy means I Don't know What love feels like