At war in 2024

I wake up, work, sheets Is this all there is Is this how dreams Or now I don't even know what I like anymore Look at me, clocking in again Same old grind, stacking bills, yeah But I'm losing my mind I got the cash, got the house, got the keys But where's the time for the things that I need Watching my friends laugh while I'm stuck inside My body is screaming but I push it aside 2024, my body's at war Is it the stress or is it something more No me hables, no preguntes, no quiero responder Trabajo, respiro y vuelvo a joder ¿Dónde quedó lo que un día soñé Maldita rutina que me atrapé I see them out living life so free And I'm here teaching till I can't even breathe My body's breaking, my soul is too I keep on running, but where am I running to Watching my friends laugh while I'm stuck inside My body is screaming but I push it aside 2024, my body's at war Is it the stress or is it something more No me hables, no preguntes, no quiero responder Trabajo, respiro y vuelvo a joder ¿Dónde quedó lo que un día soñé Maldita rutina que me atrapé I speak in English so my family won't get sad I sing in Spanish so my friends don't see what I have inside Two sides of me both drowning in the tide If I scream, would anyone hear me tonight Maybe it's not the job, maybe it's me Maybe I just forgot how to be free No me hables, no preguntes, no quiero responder Trabajo, respiro y vuelvo a joder ¿Dónde quedó lo que un día soñé Maldita rutina que me atrapé I speak in English so my family won't get sad I sing in Spanish so my friends don't see what I have inside Two sides of me both drowning in the tide If I scream, would anyone hear me tonight Maybe it's not the job, maybe it's me Maybe I just forgot how to be free