Free (feat. Saumu Kombo)

I'm like a burning forest inside Whenever a small wind blows, I only get worse I'm like a flowing river inside Whenever I hit a rock, I bend and I splash And I keep doing and doing and doing and doing, doing and doing Things I said I'll never do All they do is judge me Cause no one understands No one gets things I'm going through I keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking Things I never thought I'd think They always judge me Cause no one understands No one gets things I'm going through And I keep feeling and feeling and feeling and feeling and feeling and feeling Things I don't know why I feel Why are they judging Yet they never took the time to really get what I'm going through So I keep taking and taking and taking and taking and taking and taking Things I swore I'd never take And now they judge me Cause they never understand What I'm going through If there's a prayer I pray Every night and day I wanna be free And live my life I wanna be happy And live without wearing a mask I just wanna be me And just live my life I wanna be happy And live without the fear of being judged My skeletons have escaped the comfort of the closet They claim the couch closest to my mind Lately I've been hearing voices, noises Their loud resounding sounds Whisper distorted reality, anxiety My sanity whisked away I'm jailed in chains Endless trains of thought Of course I've gone Of course I've grown But dark phases trodden hope Dark places, hidden nights on end I rest less Endless acres of darkness, hopelessness My skeletons no longer live in the closet They dance with the monsters in my head But I long to be free Free my backbone, spine Interlocked, intertwined with the wild Vile vines of depression Free my breaking back from this whip Free my sinking soul from this soaking spirit No need for wines and spirits to calm my whining spirit Thoughts and shorts won't set me free I yearn to be free So let me clear my closet of skeletons Clear my head of escalated thorns I long to be alone in my mind To be free, untouched Just be me Without this mask Just wanna do my thing Just wanna do me Just wanna be let be Just wanna be me I wanna be free Let me be me, let me be me Let me be me No more chains No more mask No more stress No more fake Just be me Just be me Just be me Just be me