Beyond My Scars

Look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was All the pain i had to endure Dealing with internal pain This shit is leaving me with bloody stains Im tryna find somebody i can blame If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was All the pain i had to endure Dealing with internal pain This shit is leaving me with bloody stains Im tryna find somebody i could blame If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was All the pain i had to endure Dealing with internal pain This shit is leaving me with bloody stains Im tryna find somebody i could blame Tryna deal with all this pain but this shit is overwhelming me Im tryna be a better me But this shit wont let me be Ive been sinking deep even though I'm puffing all this weed Drinking all this Hennessy I'm drunk and now I'm trapped in my own boundary Its world war three but really who is my enemy All these wounds are self inflicted Im the one that let myself down and now I'm stuck with wishes Im the one that gave these niggas chances now they so ambitious I done made mistakes now my sins are catching up to me All my haters happy they just cant get enough Everyday i pray to God i just wanna feel the blessings in the rain But I'm empty i just had a blunt lit up in the rain Like damn I'm caught up in my battered mind Im feeling lonely all these Xannies got me feeling like Im getting better in reality I'm on decline All i need is loyalty and thats the bottomline I need someone to look at me and tell me its gon be alright Someone to share my darkest moments guide me to the light Maybe I'm just on my own I prolly don't deserve this shit Maybe ill be saved tomar Im done with this You don't see my scars in public cus i bleed internally Everything i do they know i do it for the team Cant shake this bitter feeling all this love is one sided Now I'm thinking to myself that ain't nobody looking out for me If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was All the pain i had to endure Dealing with internal pain This shit is leaving me with bloody stains Im tryna find somebody i could blame If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was All the pain i had to endure Dealing with internal pain This shit is leaving me with bloody stains Im tryna find somebody i could blame