ONLY ONE OF YOU

Gripped by this sentence wish everytime i kissed that I meant it Tears falling like this rain on my terrace Birthdays ain’t same with the errors Phased by these mirrors Looking at myself all I see is a stranger High tides got me closer to danger Drown in my thoughts and this jäger Bombs in my songs will stay up Sinking in a spiral of a solitude Trapped in cycle I’m on the move But I Gonna lose What’s it prove Prayers for a sinner that ain’t nothing new But it’s true Lies in my habitat Habitual lies in fact I’m frightened that I might collapse Frightened that I’m like my dad Frightened I’m like my mum No control in my highs and slumps I wonder if I felt the worst I wanna hold the hand s that held me first I wanna hide sometimes Climb the mines Face to face with the kindest eyes All this grace I was blinded by So many side effects of hiding it Finding the silencing I really can’t hear at all Cracks in the wall widening But that’s how the light gets in I know it’s raining outside yeah But the sun shines on my soul I don’t know if it’s time yet But if it’s time I should let go And when I feel like I’ve got less to give than prove I hear a voice of God in side my chest There’s only one There’s only one of you