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I really be in that mode Them late nights bitch I be done made bout 4-5 songs literally Lil kiddy feelings shit i want Benz back dealing with loss shape me different Dealing with death different somedays ion wanna talk at all All these dead Benjamin's but I kan never get Benz back Talk my shit and stand on 10 a nigga kant say I ain't lock in It a never be about a bitch give me the green shit give me the chips Who said that bk aint on shit I'll turn shit up I'll get a nigga knock just for eyeing I'm a solider I been about my shit Best believe I slang my shit That day in the back of back I be like shhhh Don't get the talking to much Manor baby Times I kame around shit I felt like they ain't wont me around You become the bad one from tryna put on Add that shit up become the man that i'm suppose to be I Hope Benz proud of me By 20 my problems got harder Topping with so much bullshit I put myself through Young nigga tryna make a way but that shit fell short So stuck up in the hurt ion mean to seem heartless but I been through some shit & it's stuck like a bandaid I hope mommy understand me Steady hurting my mind say live with it Broken dreams that shit shattered his heart mind always in pieces I say All these dead Benjamins but I kan mever get Benz back Trap in my concision i'm holding on Frastated with anger I went through that storm Made it out trampled again I told myself I Kant go back that way Wired different I thought we was on and on But it won't that long before you krashed this home I stayed away and stayed to myself for so long Kause my energy was off everything was bad I Kouldnt go around with that type of energy yk I Kant expect nobody to understand kause I don't What's that good ole saying, saying what's understood don't gotta be explain I f*ck with you f*ck who don't like it This some shit right here that keep me writing It feel good to release it heart on froze shit Heart on zero I was jumping from home to home no place to really kall home Back and forth with life shit I was striking out everytime Learn my lesson time after time You niggas vibes was weird I got lost you kant get bk to kome around Lost still Janis left home i'm tryna find some way around it I got worse overtime stuck in the middle of this shit