Shattered & Scarred

Pretending that you're still here As if everything's alright I don't wanna see memories anymore I don't wanna feel anything anymore Drown into you when I know what I'm looking for Feel my lungs burn as I'm sinking to the floor It's not good, It's not good To not know where I stand It's alright, I'll live Live shattered and scared Pretending that you're still here As if everything's alright It crushes me more than I realized I'll take the damn fight I don't wanna see memories anymore I don't wanna feel anything anymore Drown into you when I know what I'm looking for Feel my lungs burn as I'm sinking to the floor It's not good, It's not good To not know where I stand It's alright, I'll live Live shattered and scared You said and did what you wanted I put my money into happiness Split my heart into two While you say it's not you Why won't you listen to me I can hardly breathe It's not good, It's not good To not know where I stand It's alright, I'll live Open door and empty eyes and closed lips life goes on Picture frames, brain decay, only bottles life goes on Speak no evil, Hear no evil, Be no evil life goes on Broken glass, stolen mats, only naps life goes on I made a promise that you'd never hurt me anymore That this would be a distant memory Forgive me if I seem clouded I have to save myself I don't wanna see memories anymore I don't wanna feel anything anymore Drown into you when I know what I'm looking for Feel my lungs burn as I'm sinking to the floor It's not good, It's not good To not know where I stand It's alright, I'll live Live shattered and scared