Broken Heart

Trouble with the trolley aye How could you do this? How could you let him die? How could you live while He wasn't by your side? How could you see him cry? How could you see him Cry? My grandfather was a humble man I don't understand How a person could think of a worse a plan Telling us his whole innings' ran I don't think you can Know what a person is capable of So why would you treat him way worse than a dog You didn't physically bury his body You certainly picked up a shovel and dug You gave every reason why you would neglect him I'm hoping your dreams are just filled with regrets and You're sorry for ending perfection I hope that you get everything you deserve I'm hoping your children will treat you way worse I'm hoping that time will help heal up this scar But I don't think anything could replace Pa A man who was born at the bottom, in Tassie You worked you way up to the top Pa you had me Wishing for trips to the worsts of the states But I would give up my whole world for your place To go there again, and see my old friend The person who showed me the way to be great But I cannot visit, the person I knew Cause all of those memories seem to be skewed You daughter, she told me, you died feeling blue Your heart it was broken You gave up on hope and You never thought this'd be your life but it's true All of the people you loved and you cared for gave up it's the truth Except for my mother, my sister and me We were the ones who there for you always you better believe And I hope you look down from the heavens and see That the world is much better and you were the key Allan, I know that you just couldn't fathom the thought Of leaving your children without you but Pa I promise to always look after your favourite She is just gold, like taking the U out your name, if You ever got plans then u best get acquainted Time spent in reconnaissance, is never time wasted How could you do this? How could you let him die? How could you live while He wasn't by your side? How could you see him cry? How could you see him Cry? Don't you just wish that their age wouldn't weary them Don't you just wish that the years never could condemn If I had one wish I wish for more wishes and use them all up on a wish, I could see again How Pa's doing Man I'm tearing up The fact that you died of a broken heart, Pa that's real as f*ck I'm weeping, I'm sobbing, I'm missing you most You passed away more than a whole year ago But I can still see you, you're sitting that chair You're listening closely, I see that you care I'm telling you all the stories, I bet you'd be proud I'm studying law, I'll change the whole world cause you showed me the how I'm happier than I have possibly been Pa can you see? Pa are you there? Are you still listening? But I regret most, that I made a post A TikTok at the exact time that you'd go A dumb video of me saying that I would be famous And some chick would regret saying no Well I haven't thought of her in over a year A day doesn't go by I'm missing you here That was my first time a post got some views Complaining inside of my car like a douche I said in verse two That I was there for you, that just wasn't true Cause I was more focused on getting a root And I will regret for the rest of my life The fact that you simply couldn't survive If only I tried My mother was your only beacon of hope It wasn't your time Pa, why did you go? Look at me blaming the others around My toxic trait is not knowing the how How to take blame Look at it, stare at it, dumb in the face Admit when I'm wrong Look Pa I wrote you this song You can come back now I know I'll be strong I'm getting my start I don't just make music, I'm making you art I'm finally smart But not smart enough To un-break your heart How could I do this? How could I let you die? How could I live while You we not by my side? How could I see you cry? How could I see you Cry? Anyway it was so great to see you all here And thank you again for coming And I, hope to see you in ten years time when we'll do it all again