It Gets Worse Too

I know that it gets better, but I know that it gets worse too So how am I supposed to decide when it's worth it to live through? I was climbing up a tower; I fell before I reached you But do I want to go down this path that I'm supposed to? I've tried to keep this off my mind, but I've been at it way too long Do I wanna go? Do I wanna go? I've tried to keep this off my mind, but I've been at it way too long Do I wanna know? Do I wanna know? I've tried to look outside at the beauty with my own eyes I'm trying not to cry, but I cry all of the time What do I stand to lose? And can I still gain more? Trying to choose is harder than it's been before I've tried to keep this off my mind, but I've been at it way too long Do I wanna go? Do I wanna go? I've tried to keep this off my mind, but I've been at it way too long Do I wanna know? Do I wanna know? I've tried to keep this off my mind, but I've been at it way too long Do I wanna go? Do I wanna go? I've tried to keep this off my mind, but I've been at it way too long Do I wanna know? Do I wanna know?