For Real

I think I Messed up When I said how I felt I wished things turned out differently Don't know how I said those things to make you think I'm love But you never had a doubt no no no And you want it to be more oh oh oh All I wanted was to feel something I wanted to make it with you But something inside me refused Over and over I try and I try Every time I can't keep living a lie Lie I stay awake up asking myself why I'm doing to this to u all the damn time Time But nothing we did was for real I think I messed up when I said l loved you I built up all these dreams then got you waken to A house made of cards our plans were falling through I took you in exchange for my subliminal Thoughts that turn me on Making me do wrong Exploding like a bomb Holding can't move on I see u standing On the other side The mirror tells me that I don't deserve your kind Lost In hesitation Lost in medication Had to walk my way out the door Coz you know I Got addicted To your lust To your trust So you'll Be evicted From my touch From my clutch Over and over I try and I try Every time I can't keep living a lie Lie I stay awake up asking myself why I'm doing to this to you all the damn time But nothing we did was for real No I can't stop My body From gettin physical I can't see What I'm doing to ya Constantly Every single time I call you baby Ain't no body gonna save you From this heartache I'm so sorry But nothing we did was for real Over and over I try and I try Every time I can't keep living a lie Lie I stay awake up asking myself why I'm doing to this to you all the damn time But nothing we did was for real