Tribulation

Though there's darkness all around I lie awake and just can't get to sleep I'm dreading getting through tomorrow My heart is pounding I can barely breathe Every day is torture Every day I'm paralysed Trapped by my own mind And I need you to help me to survive Every day is torture Every day I'm paralysed Trapped by my own mind And I need you to help me to survive Every day is torture Every day I'm paralysed Trapped by my own mind And I need you to help me to survive There's always some new tribulation Something small that seems so very large And it stops my mind I can't think clearly My mind is racing but I'm stuck in place I try to rationalise this feeling Make me believe that it's just chemistry But I lack the will to overcome My heart is pounding I can barely breathe Every day is torture Every day I'm paralysed Trapped by my own mind And I need you to help me to survive Every day is torture Every day I'm paralysed I can't help myself So please just help me to survive