Idle Thoughts

Then you left Like you said you must With tears in your eyes you waved goodbye Out the window of a greyhound bus You had nothing more to say It was raining Though I didn't notice it before Delaying the feeling that somebody leaving Means I'll never hope for more That only you could ever love me Why was I so in my head Why wasn't I better in bed Would you have stayed if we never fought Only pleasing memories and idle thoughts Of dancing in the rain Free from all this pain But I just let you walk away Though I had so much more to say All alone I fall apart You were the only one who I ever let See the weakness of my heart And know how alone I feel Nothing seems quite right anymore Pages are turning but may as well be burning Ahead is much worse than before Without you to make me brave Why was I so in my head Why wasn't I better in bed Would you have stayed if we never fought Only pleasing memories and idle thoughts Of dancing in the rain Free from all this pain But I just let you walk away Though I had so much more to say Why was I so in my head Why wasn't I better in bed Would you have stayed if we never fought Only pleasing memories and idle thoughts Of dancing in the rain Free from all this pain But I just let you walk away Though I had so much more to say