Sirens

Lights go out on another day It's been some time since we parted ways I can tune you out while I'm awake Get on with my life no matter what it takes But every night I can't help but think of you Trying to figure out if you found someone new And my wandering mind never likes what it finds Doesn't bother to know if it's true Screaming out loud Nobody to hear Mind lost in a cloud Future unclear Demons all around me Running from the fear These deafening sirens Are all I'll ever hear Gentle at first you creep into my head Alarms go off Shake my bed I kept you away as long as I could There's a price to pay for trying to feel good But every night I can't help but think of you Trying to figure out if you found someone new And my wandering mind never likes what it finds Doesn't bother to know if it's true Screaming out loud Nobody to hear Mind lost in a cloud Future unclear Demons all around me Running from the fear These deafening sirens Are all I'll ever hear There's this girl I've been leading on Female I've been scheming on Matter fact I'm deeming her demeanor worth a keeping round Badder than a demon ain't no rapper she been sleeping on Plus when I run into her I clearly see she reeking oh Feelings decreasing we chiefin ducking policemen And for Jesus no reason my real emotions do deepen Then one night I was sleeping I woke up to some loud beeping She hit my phone like a beacon like Damn I hope you ain't sleeping And I said nah what's the word in my weakness Though the hour's absurd Imma peep this Want to hang with this bird in the nighttime Cuz I been peep the curves and it's high time So we chill in her place She told me bring me your vase And as the vapor escape her she told me straight to my face That she's got a boyfriend in case I had a horse in this race And now my heart do change pace 'Cause I see clearly the base 'Cause she only wants me for my glassware And she don't have the decency to match fair 'Cause she know I got some pack in that bag there It's a shame all the feelings that I catch there But every night