Crazy

I gotta be crazy, somebody gettin' stuck up I gotta be crazy, how the f*ck I get fucked up I gotta be crazy, I gotta get my luck up I gotta be crazy, shit I gotta be crazy, I gotta be crazy Somebody gettin' stuck up I gotta be crazy, how the f*ck I get fucked up I gotta be crazy, gotta get my luck up I gotta be crazy, shit I gotta be crazy, I gotta be crazy Before the pandemic, I had both hands in it Making moves that a schizophrenic can't mimic Whole paycheck gone, days dark, Akon Wife cursing me out like I said her name wrong Mind saying stay strong, pockets hurt Glock in shirt, let's see if this option work Cause I gotta get back to the table like a turned chair Hoping I don't stink up the room like some burnt hair Amazon in my prime, they got work there But I can't nine to five, that is my worst fear Thinking back to 95, that was my worst year Gone for 17 summers, that shit hurt there Belly of a dark ass beast like I was birthed there But I fell in love with poker within my first year A blessing and a curse maybe Another bad beat and I'ma curse crazy I gotta be crazy, somebody gettin' stuck up I gotta be crazy, how the f*ck I get fucked up I gotta be crazy, I gotta get my luck up I gotta be crazy, shit I gotta be crazy, I gotta be crazy Somebody gettin' stuck up I gotta be crazy, how the f*ck I get fucked up I gotta be crazy, I gotta get my luck up I gotta be crazy, shit I gotta be crazy, I gotta be crazy What's it like to be 45 with a 45 The kid was in a cage, you know 45 Rep fortified, make that call Had to hide illegal money so I built that wall Had a bunch of fears till I killed that off Said deal me in, not knowing bout tilt at all How the f*ck do I keep losing with best hands Supposed to be holding the ring like best mans Getting everything my way like yes mans Devil's in the cards and God got best plans So I'm holding sevens as I pray to heaven That I hit a set and get to check Solo nigga, that's the only set I wanna rep If my temper rage then I'm coming for your neck One good call then I'm coming out of debt The blood, sweat, and tears will be coming out that check I gotta be crazy, somebody gettin' stuck up I gotta be crazy, how the f*ck I get fucked up I gotta be crazy, I gotta get my luck up I gotta be crazy, shit I gotta be crazy, I gotta be crazy Somebody gettin' stuck up I gotta be crazy, how the f*ck I get fucked up I gotta be crazy, gotta get my luck up I gotta be crazy, shit I gotta be crazy, I gotta be crazy