Ho Chi Minh

She asked me, "Aren't you exhausted?" I said, "That's what they make drugs for isn't it?" Please don't judge, I need your love while I'm still in it Vision blurrin' that's how I know that I'm feeling it Are you hearing it? God's whispers guide me to a higher plane How I came down back to Earth and got high again I done gained nothin' but pain in this form I could find warmth but I stayed in the storm, yeah Look in my eyes, viewer discretion is advised Only time I feel alive when I'm on the shit Standard of living so high, penthouse suite and we aligned How the feeling so divine it get hard to kick Yeah, it's lonely, I'm Holding strong I keep it calm 'Cause they love me I'm Ho Chi Minh in Vietnam Oh, it's lonely, I'm Holding strong I keep it calm 'Cause they love me, I'm Ho Chi Minh in Vietnam Look, I'm in control, Napalm in my soul I bomb let it burn, how long 'til my turn come Who gon' bleed wit me in a war of one? Who my enemy? I'm the only one Yeah, self-destruction is imminent Dimmin' my light, I been livin my life like the cinemas Picture me rollin', cue the seratonin I been runnin' low but it keep me in the moment Damn, it feel golden, neck and wrist golden Beauty in the eye of the holder And, man, I been holdin' and holdin' and holdin' and holdin' on