See Everything

What can make me change my mind Make me forget time and not rewind I forget so much of what is said It's like I met new people at every doorstep I slept through history Just a few things I can't forget I won't let it get to my head though I ain't gonna die now I dreamt that I was at this party I wasn't hardly alone I meet someone new all the time It made me stop for a minute I can't stop crying and it wanted me to stay in it I think I resent so much that it makes me afraid That no one will love me I just want to pray I just lay around all day Same lame routine I ain't going no way I need a girlfriend Just saying I want to be working and searching Suddenly there's another day Hi to everybody who ain't going no way Let it sink so I can repay I need to listen and stop wishing I need to take action and start believing In myself I can find wealth Positivity makes people do great things I am in good health I want it so bad it ain't safe In space there is no greed I am a lost boy waiting to be freed At the speed of light it makes me do right My thoughts are left behind Anxiety makes me see That there's good in people I am part of a force stronger than me I see it in the structure of the trees Russia is blaming me Europe is where I'll be Usa makes me want to go away Let me be so I can flee Protect your country and make me see I need to visualize to avoid the pain Looking forward to explain I ain't lame I am the same I am what is forgetting to die in vain I forward by myself The line just came I need to bring back light Change my name Something in me tells me to thread lightly I can't forget this feeling It despise me I am a despicable creature Pain frightens me Am I doomed to be alone I can't wait for a different song I need to thread lightly Force is strong right now So I forget it and let it ride Thinking about water in the skies I can't lie it's just hard to say goodbye What is the thief that took my dreams Nah I am just angry of not being clean I waste so much time on unspeakable things I think in time and can't seem to break in Warmth of the couch is comforting A song on the radio makes me scream out loud I am mean and I smell sin Now I want to create something Maybe this song can tell me what I want to see I don't know what it could bring My arms are way to thin I just want to be in No more shining and forcing Forcing me to stay forcing me to go away I am speaking I can't expect comfort in seeking I need to know now what the future will bring Get harmonized with everything Don't get caught up in the little things There's so much to see that I can't do everything I need to visualize to avoid the pain Looking forward to explain I ain't lame I am the same I am what is forgetting to die in vain I forward by myself The line just came I need to bring back light Change my name