Sottovoce

I’d rather understand why You always disappear As the summer fades, and I I try to persevere Another year is going away Yet I am still insincere Is it my only chance to sway Or am I a souvenir? And when nostalgia of the future hits As I crack some leaves walking outdoor last December In green grass What a splendour I can’t understand what I’m living through Or am i supposed to Fake it till i make it - so are you When our life is over nothing’s changed but we still had a ride I don't care about the lyrics I'ma say whatever rhymes I’m still not understanding why I want to disappear 22 years old trapped inside A pickled livered queer Another week counting the days Wait for time to pass The calendar that never ends A cardboard meant to last Face the black hole of the past As I crack a beer Hiding indoors from the sun On the couch I’m having fun I can’t understand what I’m living through Or am i supposed to Fake it till i make it - so are you When our life is over nothing’s changed but we still had a ride I don't care about the lyrics I'ma say whatever rhymes