Deal or No Deal

I guess I was born a castaway A kingdom of thorns, that god turned away I asked him for help, and then no one came When I feel alone, I count down the days And they won't save me I guess it's time I go look after myself She thinks I'm crazy I think I'm looking at the cards that I'm dealt The cards that I'm dealt Threw glass in the flames, just to see if I feel They'll laugh at my face, then they'll tell me to heal From all of the pain, if I went back to find The look on her face, as she passed me by And when we get tired Just tell me you can get yourself through the storm Cause the way that I'm wired No matter my health I'll still be on death's door And they won't save me I guess it's time I go look after myself She thinks I'm crazy I think I'm looking at the cards that I'm dealt