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I can't feel anything right now I can barely keep up somehow Don't tell me I shouldn't feel this cold I'm too young to feel this old I can't feel anything right now I can barely keep up somehow Your words are some of the worst that I've heard I'm too young to feel this tired My nightmares manifest everywhere Into the demon's eyes I stare I can't make out the expression But I sure as hell know its intention It lives inside of me rent-free Clouding the memories in me It makes it harder to see I wanna break out and be free I can't feel anything right now I can barely keep up somehow Don't tell me I shouldn't feel this cold I'm too young to feel this old I can't feel anything right now I can barely keep up somehow Your words are some of the worst that I've heard I'm too young to feel this tired Only nineteen years have gone by Gone in a flash before my eyes I can't even form an expression But I sure as hell know my intentions Forced into a world of turmoil Pandemic, trouble and toil It makes it harder to see I wanna break out and be free I can't feel anything right now I can barely keep up somehow Don't tell me I shouldn't feel this cold I'm too young to feel this old I can't feel anything right now I can barely keep up somehow Your words are some of the worst that I've heard I'm too young to feel this tired Too young to feel this tired