Lotus

Check it Junked out, flunked out now listen doc copped prescription got me hooked n skitzin fam is at a distance the chasm lacks description all Alone and wishing for somebody to listen the dissonance feeling split day dreams to nightmares to a full eclipse kiss of death best take razor to the wrist in a haze in a crypt fading quick til the script flipped and pain became my gift hear it calling within i feel the flame me submit to the grace it takes ahold of me all this pain the voice it speaks so clear to me Endure this pain, embrace the suffering embrace the suffering find my freedom deep in the abyss cmon hope was a travesty watching the world keep track of its tragedies captured so rapidly in my mentally .. never considered pain as pal to me teaching me showing me helping turn my apathy into compassion see i was to caught up in acting my part systemically trapped in my ego my heart was always armoured from war but I’m part of it all and i’m a conduit for this love that a hold from mud the lotus unfolds, yuh hear it calling within i feel the flame me submit to the grace it takes ahold of me all this pain the voice it speaks so clear to me Endure this pain, embrace the suffering embrace the suffering find my freedom deep in the abyss cmon Om Mani Padme Hum