Effaced

Lost connection with all of my friends I've fucked up before, so why not just f*ck up again? These walls Used to welcome me in But I built them with paper and now they float off in the wind Self effacing I guess it's ironic I wrote this song in the first place This thread I tried to hold is fraying I can't stop lying to myself I'm not the one to blame I guess I've gotten good at being understated I can't keep this facade Self effacing I'll just blend in to the background so I'm not in the way This thread I tried to hold is breaking I can't keep lying to myself I guess I'm all to blame