Fifteen

We all have our vices we all have our fights yeah We all have our habits that make us think twice We all have our lifeless high-crisis disguises We all have the rabbit holes we try to hide in Take a look in my mind I feel you starting to fall I'm sorry all of the time I don't wanna be here anymore Honest I still feel like Fifteen I should get on this But I'm still stuck in the in-between Who I was and who I wanna be It's not enough to lay here dormant Honest I still feel like Fifteen Lead me away from fifteen Insincerity False humility And immaturity When I complained about what you love about me I didn't care at all if I hurt your feelings See now complacency has become my new best friend But in fact I'm not stagnant I'm falling degrading It hurts but I'm smiling I'm begging see through my mask Honest I still feel like fifteen I should get on this But I'm still stuck in the in-between Who I was and who I wanna be It's not enough to lay here dormant Honest I still feel like fifteen Honest I still feel like Fifteen I should get on this But I'm still stuck in the in-between Who I was and who I wanna be It's not enough to lay here dormant Honest I still feel like Fifteen Second guessing where lay I my head I've been living in the pastures green Wishing for better things It's no confession that I'm missing a friend I've sang this song about a thousand times I need a better line I'd really love to go and shake his hand But I can't I'd really like to go and make some some memories Why can't I get past this misery Why can't I place my faith in history Somebody save me I'm Fifteen