Imposter Syndrome

[Just as a friend I'm asking you as a friend Just put an end to me] Everything I am feels like someone else I don't even know how to be myself Looking in the mirror you can even tell It all just looks like someone else's someone else and It's not enough to be self aware Conviction without change no one even cares I'm hoping that my Father hears my prayer It all just looks like someone else's someone else It all just looks like someone else Do you wanna know what wears upon my soul It's living with a mask on Still scared to take it off Still I'm looking upward to the one who knows me best Hoping that he'll show me How to live authentically When I hardly know what that means Everything I am feels like someone else I don't even know how to be myself Looking in the mirror you can even tell It all just looks like someone else's someone else and It's not enough to be self aware Conviction without change no one even cares I'm hoping that my Father hears my prayer It all just looks like someone else's someone else Will I ever see it as a glass half-full I'll freak about it after, my identity unfolds My vision is in reverse at the one that I was then Avoiding my reflection 'Cause staring at the past me Is starting to attack me Everything I am feels like someone else I don't even know how to be myself Looking in the mirror you can even tell It all just looks like someone else's someone else and It's not enough to be self aware Conviction without change no one even cares I'm hoping that my Father hears my prayer It all just looks like someone else's someone else Twenty something don't know what it's like to know what's underneath I'm fearing who I've hidden and rewritten If I keep up my disguise I'm out of reach Digging deeper you might find what's inside is not quite the same As what I want What if I want to be like you