Isolation

Isolation and desperation are just some things I've gotten used to Quiet headspace and selfish heartaches are just some things I've gotten used to Violent storms inside my brain are just some things I've gotten used to But honesty and transparency are some things that I can't learn without You I can't deny or apologize my way through the tension moving forward Letting go of my pride and malice will help me grow and help me know You Stripping back the facade I've sculpted can't hurt worse than its prolonged exposure Finding beauty beneath the mask is truly worth any pain it brings me So many miles to go and I got files to back that up Running back through the muck and I wonder Where'd the fire go My desires show my priorities set backwards I'll take it out on my loved ones Shake it off with a secret I hate it dearly I can't see clearly Through falling tears and blatant fear The end draws near and I'm leaving 'cause Isolation and desperation are just some things I've gotten used to Silent headspace and nervous heartaches are just some things I've gotten used to Violent storms inside my brain are just some things I've gotten used to Honestly this victory is something I can't earn without You So what will it take To just own up to my mistakes Confess to what I need to overcome Destruction of myself communicates that I don't love You Please understand I want to What would it say If I just look the other way I wish I could forget who I've become Construction of this cell - it's hard to say that I don't want to Please understand I love You I might be the problem here