Carry On

I'm going grey and that bothers me And I'm also sticking to therapy See I used to say that talk is cheap But I still don't quite know what that means So much has changed since the day you passed Not all in ways you might have asked I do my best to hold everyone together But it isn't easy making changes for the better I got that plaque you made signed by my idol And I'm working 55 hours a week There's just so much I could tell you And I'll never get to It's hard to stand up on my feet But I'll carry on I'll carry on I'll carry on I'll carry on I've been clean since Christmas of 2019 But I can still taste amphetamine Now I have witnessed this world without light Oh what I'd give just to make things bright Well my sister has crumbled My mom lives in a bottle It seems like I am powerless but I still act humble Just know that I'm doing you proud I wish I could hear that out loud But I got that plaque you made signed by my idol I'm working 55 hours a week There's just so much I could tell you And I'll never get to It's hard to stand up on my feet But I'll carry on Head held high for all to see I'll carry on I'll do this for everyone but me I'll carry on I spread your ashes at The Horseshoe with Jacob And my new band we are kicking ass and making memories man I really wish you were here for all this I love you and I miss you and I'll see you soon