Deny

Demons peeking on my shoulder I can never send them to bed Still remember all the things that you said "We're going to find another way out of here" Crying out a fountain full of bloody tears You're the reason that I am afraid to die I can't live my truth cuz' they turned into lies I won't sit right here and tell you that I am surprised Way too many thoughts coming in for me to deny I've got about a dozen missed calls My phone on DND in my hall I don't want to keep you guessing if I never change Yeah But I will always do it for you But I don't feel like I am brand new Well even if I'm not the same, I know you're right here too I'm tired of all the lies Cuz' I swear this is no surprise Going on and on tonight (On and on tonight) I walk around and hope no one knows this Even if it's straight from the heart Demons peeking on my shoulder I can never send them to bed Still remember all the things that you said "We're going to find another way out of here" Crying out a fountain full of bloody tears You're the reason that I am afraid to die I can't live my truth cuz' they turned into lies I won't sit right here and tell you that I am surprised Way too many thoughts coming in for me to deny I can't go to sleep Cuz' I know your spirit's sitting next to me Ever since you're gone it's been harder just to see Everyone around cuz' my heart is deceased It's harder just to be so different I'm to understand what I'm missing Everybody only cares when you're distant I'm trying to heal my scars in an instant I don't want to go and ride the wave Everything I thought, felt like it was in vain Gave my heart to those who never felt pain But it was for nothing, threw it down in the drain Yeah I walk around and hope no one knows this Even if it's straight from the heart Demons peeking on my shoulder I can never send them to bed Still remember all the things that you said "We're going to find another way out of here" Crying out a fountain full of bloody tears You're the reason that I am afraid to die I can't live my truth cuz' they turned into lies I won't sit right here and tell you that I am surprised Way too many thoughts coming in for me to deny