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Thinking about days in a Maybach Double strapped like a backpack After dreams where there ain't turning back I've got a lot to lose, need to focus Tell me how you supposed to love with no purpose Try to numb this pain by writing verses Baked advice With loyalty I've always gotta pay a price I give you my heart you only gave a slice And I'm barely holding on because I'm Stuck with sharks inside this lake I try to love but the love feels fake It's hard to learn from my mistakes I've been falling short like leaves in a rake Bulletproof, these hollows can make you sleepy Dominos, cooking it up with delivery It's harder to see Just like Call Of Duty, all of these deaths don't faze me Feel like I'm in Calc how I'm given problems But these demons in my head won't help me solve them I've been falling in the wind like it's autumn On a come up swear I came up from the bottom Purple on my jeans, got me fly like the Ravens Even some days when I pray I know I sin Looking at the sky missing y'all in heaven Now I sit back reminiscing, let it set in I hope the memories won't fade away Sitting by the harbor washed up by the bay 2023 went up, R.I.P to Jay Cuz now I'm left here today Baked advice With loyalty I've always gotta pay a price I give you my heart you only gave a slice And I'm barely holding on because I'm Stuck with sharks inside this lake I try to love but the love feels fake It's hard to learn from my mistakes I've been falling short like leaves in a rake