Lung

Lyin' on the floor again Thinkin' I should call a friend Cause I'm losin' track of days You're callin' it phase But I don't think I'm coming down Tried everything, just to pass the time Cause you know that I feel it all in half time I can't be fucked up, by myself I need some help, whoa Lie to me, Say you're free I'm still waking up, you see Wait for me I can't believe All the things you hide from me I need a moment just to catch up with my feelings I need a minute cause I'm still sayin No, no, no I think I wanna Go, go, go Now you're pointing out all my problems You waited too long just to solve them Can't you see you're bargaining Try to tear me down, I see Oh, I hate this, laying in my bed sick Oh, I think I'm gonna stay Cause I love the disconnect of dissonance Running through every single word I say Waiting for the come down I think I need to step back I wanna rearrange my brain Try to reconstruct every single vein I thought you wanna wait for me I wanna try again, but I can't quite speak up Damn Brighter thoughts are never on my conscience It's bad enough, and I don't wanna be like this I treat it like it's work And I think I'm gonna call out I already clocked out Tell me what running from Tell me what running from Lie to me, Say you're free I'm still waking up, you see Wait for me I can't believe All the things you hide from me Trying so hard just to speak up And I'm always closing my eyes just to see ya But I choke on every word and I mess up Cause Every single thought I have it Tears me down Try to scrape my brain off of the ground I'm reaching out again to make a decision Upload a whole new edition Download, partition my vision Break down my core into Pieces of data So you can delete 'em