without me

Knowing I'm too broken I should've never let you hold me We had to be over For me to even notice Sitting in my own mess Milk is spilled, can't find a towel (What?) Writing all this nonsense In the meantime it goes sour I wish I could've saved you The thing is we both were drowning I wish I was better Now you're better off without me (Ay) It hurts me to say that But you're better off without me Nothing I do matters Why the f*ck should I keep trying? It hurts me to say that But you're better off without me Nothing I do matters Why the f*ck should I keep trying? Only time I'm happy I pretend it never happened Tired of the faking I can fix it if you let me I'll give you the whole world Figure of speech or empty promise? I know that you're worried I swear honey that's the old me I wish I could've saved you The thing is we both were drowning I wish I was better (I do!) Now you're better off without me (Ay) It hurts me to say that But you're better off without me (You are) Nothing I do matters Why the f*ck should I keep trying? (Why? Why?) It hurts me to say that But you're better off without me Nothing I do matters Why the f*ck should I keep trying?