Promise

I promise I'm not ghosting you There's just a couple things I'm gonna do When do I always come first Prioritize myself Cause I could lose it all And fall down a deep hole I gotta watch my mental health So I recharge alone Take it personal Just an introvert So don't stress I'll be fine I just need some time To get out of my mind Promise I'm not Sometimes I feel alone and wanna talk to anybody Cause nowadays can trust nobody, everybody fake They smiling in your face but they can tell you like a page And talk behind your back with other people who don't know you It's hard to keep it 100 when these people made in China Hard to trust somebody who you know fucked up before Have you ever went to bed with no food inside your tummy I smile everyday so you will notice when I'm hungry I motivate myself cause ain't nobody gonna do it Keep my head above the water, tell myself better keep going I try to hide my pain but you can see it through my eyes My girl know me too well so she can tell when I be lying I was down on the field, my knee hit me down I was down, no impact, but I was down Don't wanna feel that pain no more Cause I was down, I don't wanna feel that pain no more Don't wanna, wanna Prioritize myself Cause I could lose it all And fall down a deep hole I gotta watch my mental health So I recharge a load Take it personal Just an intro The reason that I'm rapping, I ain't rapping for myself It's so hard to keep you healthy when I deal with my health Family be testing on me, I ain't got no help Don't go tell me to them other kids we ain't the same, mama I hate that shit, please don't do it again, mama You wasn't there my first time on the stage, mama Yeah I know that I'ma make it, I'ma be one of the greats I know cause I have faith I know cause I was down on my knees and I prayed I show love to my niggas who will stay all the way Forever young, I rap in my love cuffs I know you in heaven, I know you looking down on us You in a way better place, you an angel But I'm sorry, had to be you Promise I'm not going to sting you If you ever in a moment where you think about your life If you ever think about it, what will happen if you die What will happen, will they cry, will they celebrate your life For the love of this country I'm going to make it, I'ma be one of the greats I know cause I have faith I know cause I was down on my knees and I prayed I show love to my niggas who will stay all the way Forever young, I rap in my love cuffs I know you in heaven, I know you looking down on us You in a way better place, you an angel But I'm sorry, had to be you Promise I'm not going to sting you If you ever in a moment where you think about your life If you ever think about it, what will happen if you die What will happen, what will happen What do you sang to a heartache I know cause I'm a brother I know cause I was down on my knees and I prayed