God

Dark blue eyes, behind every scene I see you inside my head She speaks like summer after rain I smell her on my clothes again My vision fades, time slips away Now I can't remember what I was gonna say Cause that goddamn noise just won't go away Can't hear my voice screaming your name Now I can't speak and I can't think The light is getting dimmer every time I blink My mind's a fog, there's nothing left to feel It all seems so wrong, can't tell what's real Every time I see her face I get the sweetest sense of dread Drowning in her blues and greys 'Till every thought I know is dead I feel her weight in my arms And see tears stained in the morning dew Her eyes in cemetery skies Will pour until I'm bathed in blue My vision fades, time slips away Now I can't remember what I was gonna say Cause that goddamn noise just won't go away Can't hear my voice screaming your name Now I can't speak and I can't think The light is getting dimmer every time I blink My mind's a fog, there's nothing left to feel It all seems so wrong, can't tell what's real A stain on my mind That some might might find Symbolic of some deeper dread My thoughts feel dead Like a sleep deprived Willfully contrived degenerate Stuck in allegory and malaphor But still demanding more and more To keep these urges sated Every thought of mine is dated I'm spiraling again, tonight I know But it's a lesser episode