3 AM Pain

Ab Jeena mai cahu bhala kyu Jab mar chuki andar meri rooh Mujhpe hasne ka fir mauka tumhe du Raha na apna na mera koi vajood Mai tuta roz itna kya karu Kabhi lage saali ye duniya chor du Roz mile mujhe taane itne kyu Na mera baap na h meri ma mera sukoon Lage meri hasi se ki mai bahut khushnaseeb Par ye khushi nhi asal me hai bilkul shareef Rehti meri ankho ke hai aansu bahut hi kareeb Par mehfilo me inhe mai na hone du shareek Kyu lage jese bech du bazaar me ye zindagi Ya fir nashe me hi naso se mai khich lu ye zindagi Puchega kon kis wajah se ye jaan chali Kimat nhi meri lage jena bhoj har ghari Saans nhi aari kaha jau Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Ab raha na mai kisi ka saga hu Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Saans nhi aari kaha jau Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Ab raha na mai kisi ka saga hu Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Muskurata rehta hu to sochna na ki Mere halaat bht behtareen h Sach bas itna h ki Mai sach dikhata nhi kyuki Ye jhuthi muskaan hi lagti haseen h Chala jaunga sab chor ke ek din Us paar jaha shayad kisi ki koi awaaz na hogi Aur tab mil jaega har ek ko sukoon Jab mere kabar pe mere maut ki hi azaan sirf hogi Khuda tu aake zara haal mera dekh Upar khali betha kyu tu karta fareb Teri nazro me raha na kya mai banda nek Chinta h khushi mujhpe dard deta fek Mil ke hi tujhse sidhe karunga mai guftagu Chor rha tjhe koi aas bhi na ab rakhu Dharti pe tha mana khuda raha na vo hubahu Kisse hi umeed rakhu kis ke aage haath jodu mai Karu kosish ki sab rahe sang Aur mai karu kosish ye nafrat ho kam Par smjhe na koi kitne karu mai karam Dil me hu basata jisko vahi kare aankhein nam Bharam mera tuta ki apne mere kai Jo khoon ke the rishte ab to vo bhi sage nahi To kehne ko hai baate aur kuch bhi bachi nai Shayad ye akhiri pegam mai jeena cahta nai Saans nhi aari kaha jau Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Ab raha na mai kisi ka saga hu Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Saans nhi aari kaha jau Bas mar jana mar jana chahu Ab raha na mai kisi ka saga hu Bas mar jana mar jana chahu