Will I Live?

Will I live, will I die Have a kid before I die Make a way for my guys Make mama proud, forgive my daddy for his lies Stand on his grave and say at least he tried Will I make it to church one day and pay my tithes Act like I believe in God Cause lately I been living in a facade Will I get out of debt so my credit can rise And get a better job A better life for me, I fantasize But which way to go, I can't decide I don't blend or camouflage And me and my niggas, you can't divide I'm a killer with no gun in hand With a clean record, I'm a wanted man Some shit I just won't understand But we don't bend or fold, we stand on ten toes Me and Kuzzo dreaming big, staring out my window Still tryna give a better life to all my kinfolk Always get too honest, way too open on my intros Tryna find my way like I'm just going where the wind blows Giving love to those who love and shots for who they meant for Staying in the house cause they playing with extendos Niggas get guns for fun, I got it for safety Keep it on safety, nigga, don't make me If you don't know no code, then nigga, don't play me I'm way too creative, let's see where it takes me Will I live, will I die You just don't know these days My bro lost his OG, it's hard to cope these days We all got that one appointment and we won't be late Safe to say I'm not having the highest hope these days And Lord, keep me away from niggas who don't treat me like I treat them in private Slandering me in silence, I'm ghost stay moving in violence young and misguided How I react to the pressure, still undecided Standing tall, no disguises, moving in silence Standing tall, no disguises, you can't deny me Will I live, will I die And if I die, will I live in the sky Studio man, I'm the kid with the vibes I'm And the crib with my nine on me at all times when I'm offline