XO's Interlude

Missed calls from different women I don't love Love scars got me wondering if I'm a live long Don't pop pills but I'm smoking like a stoner I know it ain't right but it help me feel numb yeah Gotta hold on Gotta hold on But my grip I keep on losing it Moving like a thief in the night Some of these women thieves in disguise I hide my pain Dont want no love cause it don't feel the same Dont even trust no-more no Who am I kidding? Some of these women not the same I met this girl good intentions But my heart won't let myself get in another position To become broken hearted after some years of rebuilding And I know I'm not perfect I put my pride in the mix And love I know I'm perfect I put my heart in the mix Its just the same pain new day Tried to smoke away my pain but it won't fade Mama sent me scriptures praying these demons go away I pray they go away No but they won't go away No they won't go away Missed calls from different women I don't love Love scars got me wondering if I'm a live long Don't pop pills but I'm smoking like a stoner I know it ain't right but it help me feel numb yeah Gotta hold on Gotta hold on But my grip I keep on losing it