fight or flight

Maybe I'm looking out of one eye Vision going dark, ooh I can't see what's around me Maybe I'm wrong Something feels off these days But no one will tell me what gives Was I really wrong this whole time? I can't see what's in front of me, what's in front of me Lightning strikes At the edge of my consciousness Paralyzed And my vision keeps tunneling Airplane lights Haunting the jet black sky Taunting my fear of flight When it's all said and done And there's nothing I can do Shouldn't say my goodbyes When it's not see you soon I'm opening up Just to shut right back down I wish I was stuck Back in my hometown Maybe I'm wrong I just can't be convinced now But it's alright As long as I stay on the ground A simpler life Might not be for me at all For the second time I'll pick back my life up in Fall Turning light switches on in my mind Turn a carry-on into my new life When my heart stops do I fight or do I fly Simpler questions can't always be alright When it's all said and done And there's nothing I can do Should I say my goodbyes When it's not see you soon Counting the seconds until I arrive What do you do when you find a new home And I don't know now But I know that one day I'll know