summer storm

It's unfortunate Something feels missing from my hand And I won't find out what that means Until I'm back intact 'Til I get over it It's like I was put at the back of the line I've been following this goddamn path For what feels like endless time Something tells me I've been Going through it badly Broken locks, keys are lost The chain is down to dust Something tells me I haven't been Trying hard lately Broken hearts, clotted arteries Clouds are gone by dusk I almost lost my wallet on the train back from your place Couldn't look scared, I couldn't lose face Couldn't forget those lines I traced And now I'm losing all the feeling from my fingers to my face Maybe this time I'll be outpaced Surely i can get out of this stasis Cuz now the bottom of the barrel isn't actually that far Tried to pay attention to it all But it's too much so now I'm falling And something tells me I've been Challenged daily Stop and start, abruptly wavering Silences erupt Something tells me I haven't been Going crazy The knife is sharp It's lightning punctures me But I ain't felt that much, no A summer storm could break my heart in two I fall in love from miles away California left me so confused But it still feels like yesterday Something tells me I've been (Something tells me I've been) Going through it badly (Challenged daily) Broken locks, keys are lost (Stop and start, abruptly wavering) The chain is down to dust (Silences erupt) Something tells me I haven't been (Something tells me I haven't been) Trying hard lately (Going crazy) Broken hearts, clotted arteries Clouds are gone since dusk