I am DOUBTING myself (original)

Every time I meet with people I keep fighting voices saying I am not enough I put pressure on myself That I need to impress, to be loved And I keep And I keep Blaming myself for every word Hiding under a broken mask Guarding my heart from being hurt From being bullied, and left behind And that's because That's because I am doubting myself I don't believe if I can I forget my achievements I remember my failures I believe in some lies That are wiping the truth Am I worthy am I? Am I strong am I? And that's why That's why I am blaming myself for every word Hiding under a broken mask Guarding my heart from being hurt From being bullied, and left behind That's my story But it won't end here I acknowledged how I feel And I am letting it out I took the first step But next steps will follow I will change my reality And I will be a better me