Wanna Feel

Although the memories are there They feel so empty so cold It's like it wasn't even me Why does my life feel like it's on hold? People pass me by I see but I don't take in They tell me their tale I hear but I don't listen It's not that I don't want to I'm just so out of touch I don't feel myself Don't feel the downs or the ups It's like I don't even know who I am It's like I won't even feel it if you hold my hand Can't feel the pain, can't feel the joy Don't feel the hate, don't feel the love Is my heart made of stone? And don't think I don't want to I'm just so out of touch I don't feel myself Don't feel the downs or the ups I can't live like this, not showing up Not being present in my narrative It's like I don't even know who I am It's like I won't even feel it if you hold my hand Can't feel the pain, can't feel the joy Don't feel the hate, don't feel the love It's true, maybe I don't know who I am But I know I wanna feel it when you hold my hand Wanna feel my pain, feel my joy Wanna know your heart, just like I wanna know mine I will then feel at home