Slow Decay (Single)

Getting used to how the way things have become A real, real understanding I break down like a child when things don't go my way You never heard, you never heard me I've got issues though I only speak in tongues I don't feel like explaining We kiss the feet of God And worship his neglect No one could hear me then but my words were true If I can hear my hatred Why does my mouth stay shut Wish I could break out but there's no time to Slow decay Shoot and watch it all burn down I couldn't regulate Slow burn slave Now that all I love is gone She slipped right through my hands Oh slow decay Gone and given up my heart Good things die anyway At times it feels like I've been stepped on my whole life No one's understanding Just get a grip and scratch this mercy off like lice Real love's unforgiving We kiss the feet of God And worship his neglect No one could hear me then but my words were true If I can hear my hatred Why does my mouth stay shut Wish I could break out but there's no time to Slow decay Shoot and watch it all burn down I couldn't regulate Slow burn slave Now that all I love is gone She slipped right through my hands Oh slow decay Come and shoot me till I'm gone Kill me for heaven's sake Slow decay How I've given up my heart Good things die anyway I wanna break out but its just not the right time I feel so overshadowed Wish I could break out but its just not the right time I feel so overshadowed I wanna freak out but there's too much on the line I feel so overshadowed I'm gonna break out but its just not the right time I'm feeling overshadowed