By a Thread

No one to blame but myself For the countless times I have tried and failed For the absence of stories to tell I blame myself Countless times I have tried and failed I let the addiction prevail I'm fighting against myself A battle lost a thousand times before I keep giving up instead of pushing further when it gets harder No one to blame but myself A war inside my head, the battlefield is leaving me brain dead My sanity is hanging by a thread Chaos is raging I just want it to end I just want it to end Countless times I have tried and failed I know I've got No one to blame but myself Just let the addiction prevail Let the addiction prevail A war is raging on inside my head My sanity is hanging by a thread Chaos is raging just make it end My sanity is hanging by a thread No one to blame but myself