I'm not Ok

I'm not ok, I'm so far away from being ok That nothing I could say, would give you more than just a shot And I got a little lost in what I've said Cause there are thousand different reasons Leading me to tell you "I'm ok" I'm not ok, not ok Give me another beer. The theorie of being famous Not stuck beneath a dayjob, taking the philosophy and throw it on a stage But now 50.000 people screaming, and you cant belive they're singing your song But a dream is not enough Know every single peace of ceiling there above Can someone tell me how to make it through the day? I'm not ok, not ok, I'm not O... Let it all out! I lost the track of every fear and every doubt My hesitation keeps me slow and makes me frown I thought that I've been on a low, but it's getting down... It's gettin' down, down, a little conversation on the phone This unexpected turn around, the final ending of the show The push and pull, the redirecting of the way I'm not ok, I'm not ok, I'm not o... Ladadada, please do me a favor Dadadada, and don't ask me how I'm feelin' The ironie is I'm an optimist, but the problem is The more I try to get it right this fucking life is coming back To slap me right across the face, leaving just a slightly bitter taste Yeah tomorrow will be mine, give me a little bit of hope and I'll be fine I locked the door and dropped the key to slowly leaving you behind These days just making me afraid, so baby let me say it once again You, you are driving me insane I'm about to get the loser of the game Tell me how the hell this all is going to end I'm so tired with the future in my hand Using every possibility to building me a fence I started writing songs to get it out, to feeling safe I'm not ok, not ok Yeah, I'm so lonely Take me away to a land where the days are full of love and full of faith And where I finally be ok Take me to another kind of state where the people feeling safe And where I finally be ok I'm not ok But that'd be allright, if you'd just stay with me If you'd just hold me tight For the rest of my life, for the rest of my, my life I'd be ok...